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UNRELEASHED: Demos and Rarities 1996​-​2018

by Jonny Polonsky

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1.
Lost in your delusion The illusion of the week All alone in your confusion Where you find it so hard to speak Just look around, look around Mass confusion abounds, it is clear If time is an illusion Then there is no time to waste Once you receive this transfusion All you want is another taste Let me in, let me in It’s about to begin again Keep looking to the right Cuz every night a revolution will be near You're living in a time, do you ever find That it might be true Everyone counts on you To not even think You’re living in a place with another face And it might be mine You’re everywhere all the time But nobody sees you there Rid me of this poison that was fed me That I take Let me listen through the noise To what is real and what is fake Free me now, free me now From the shackles of memory You're living in a time, do you ever find That it might be true Everyone counts on you To not even think You’re living in a place with another face And it might be mine You’re everywhere all the time But nobody sees You're living in a time, do you ever find That it might be true Everyone counts on you To not even speak You’re living in a place with another face And it might be mine You’re everywhere all the time But nobody sees you there
2.
Do you remember how breathing flows? Up through your neck into your head When there’s anything you need You come off to find your seed Do you remember how bleeding goes? Cut in a straight line down your spine Could you ever come to be Something that you’ve never seen? Because Cause I In your own reality you are everything you see Because Cause why? Because Cause why? Because Cause why? Because Cause I
3.
Amazed 01:57
I don’t wanna know your name But the rest of you I’d like to tame Let your crippled wings be free Take me in your frequency All we are is amazed All we are is amazed All we are is amazed Tonight you can believe your lies And the mysteries of dreams and thighs You’re heaven to the meek and uninspired Who told you told you told you All we are is amazed All we are is amazed All we are is amazed All we are is amazed
4.
Let Me In 03:30
They took away all of my favorite toys, mama They fill my head with a constant noise, mama They said they’ll take me but they don’t say when, mama They went away but now they’re back again I can hear them in the night See the way their tongues untie And if I never do nothing again I’m on the outside Won’t you let me in? I ask them nightly if they’ll let me go, Mother I ask them “please” but they still said “NO!", Mother Now I don’t know when you will see me again, Mother Why don’t the angels pick me for their friend? I can hear them in the night See the way their tongues untie And if I never do nothing again I’m on the outside, won’t you let me in? And now I’m swimming through sea of wire Like when you wake up with your head on fire No sense in hiding cuz they know where you’ve been I’m on the outside won’t you let me in? They tell me stories but I don’t remember anything You can’t control the tiny forces that the darkness brings And now it’s over even before it begins I’m on the outside, won’t you let me in?
5.
Daddy’s little girl Likes a different kind of world “You wanna take a ride? I wanna take you deep inside” I hide And it strains to refrain Woke up to catch in time The scent of sweetened juice of lime She said “You flood my burning house I’ll lick you round around the mouth” I doubt That it strains to refrain Does it strain to refrain? And it strains to refrain Is it strange to refrain?
6.
There’s no way to describe what I feel right now I’m awake, I’m asleep, I’m a dream, I’m doubt And I don’t want to leave But I hear the mourners speak And I want to believe That there’s more to life than grief But they’re saying saying saying saying “We thought them all was asleep” Yeah they’re saying saying saying saying “We thought them all looked sweet” And I went to decide what I wanted for a prize They gave me a hand and then took my eyes And still much to my and their surprise I could weep It occurred to me then what a wonderful way to die I’m a pinball machine but there’s no balls left And I’m in between the bereaved and bereft And I don’t want to leave But I hear the voices speak And I want to believe That there’s more to life than grief But they’re saying saying saying saying “We thought them all was asleep” Yeah they’re saying saying saying saying “We thought them all looked sweet” And I went to decide what I wanted for a prize They gave me a hand and then took my eyes And still much to my and their surprise I could weep It occurred to me then what a wonderful way to die It occurred to me then what a wonderful way to die It occurred to me then what a wonderful way to die
7.
We sing the same song It’s the same song We sing the same song It’s the same song Can you feel the strain? Tell me what’s your name In the end we won’t remember anyway I like your sense of style Stay here just for awhile Here because Now it really doesn’t matter, darlin, who you are tonight We sing the same song It’s the same song We sing the same song It’s the same song Before the final round Before we hit the ground Before the morning comes and shows Exactly what we’ve found Now I can’t see your face My memory’s erased of all thought But it really doesn’t matter, darlin, who you are tonight Cuz in the moonlight..... We sing the same song It’s the it's the same song It’s the it's the same song It’s the it's the same song
8.
Wiser 05:15
Once I was alive And realized How far I grew How far I grew Once exorcised You realize You fall in, too You fall into my love You’re wrong You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser Once I was alive And realized You fall in, too You fall into my love You’re wrong You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser You could be, too Could be wiser
9.
We started out With the sunlight in the roofs of our mouths We slowly died in pain And never bothered once to wonder why Another night alone Oneohtrix Point Never on the stereo The solar storms and swirls I bathe in waves and undulations Now I don’t even know Sorrow from the face of jubilation You wanna buy me out But there’s no price for what you’re asking No longer live in doubt The black rainbow of intuition guides me down And now I’m out of range And I can’t find my feet And nobody needs to know How you mutilated your personality I had to break apart Had to get myself free You said things got too strange But it never got weird enough for me Another night alone Oneohtrix Point Never on the stereo The solar storms and swirls I bathe in waves and undulations Now I don’t even know Sorrow from the face of jubilation
10.
One is the number of the greatest place So free, so fortified Two is the number that is full of grace So ponder sacrifice When your head feels full of lies You’re on again On again On Three is a number that the lumber found To splinter, break and splice Four is the number that is so much more Than three or two or one And when all is said and done You’re on again On again On again On again
11.
The daylight has broken into subtle lines that cross As the winter turns its frost into green Now some words unspoken may not be forever lost They awaken like the way I awoke in you If it’s not true It’s your innocence that’s lost in your shattered world All the best Even cannot change the past of their shattered world Are you somewhat uncertain, do you fear the great surprise Where you open up your eyes and find no one? Well let me lift the curtain on what you are imagining You are loved beyond all measurement If you’re not free It’s the bitterness that lasts in your shattered world All the best Even cannot change the past of their shattered world Oh confess You love to wallow in the mess of your shattered world Here’s the task Let the past become the past in your shattered world Fall all the way where your life is safe and grey You won’t leave but you can’t stay inside this sorrow Time to erase the gaps, let the images relax As they wash up on the tracks you cross tomorrow Everything you ridicule, belittle and despise Wash up on the tracks you cross tomorrow
12.
Two Dimes 03:42
I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes When you fall I fall When you call I roll over I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes Lift your head and shine I am on your side I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes I want you to know we are two dimes
13.
I’ve got a dangerous feeling That you and I, we’re on our own And in the end, my lovers or my friends Who will be left behind? After the fight comes new beginnings Everyone’s afraid what they will find But in between the lies, your sunset or sunrise Doesn’t matter when you’re living blind If I don’t see you tonight If I don't see you tonight I’ll see you around See you around See you around I’ve got a dangerous feeling That you and I, we’re on our own And in between the lies, your sunset or sunrise Doesn’t matter when you’re living blind If I don’t see you tonight If I don't see you tonight I’ll see you around If you’re holding on tonight Won’t you let me be your light? Or see you around See you around See you around Round If I don’t see you tonight If I don't see you tonight See you around I'll see you around See you around
14.
Show me not your bravest face tonight Sing me not the sweetest song I could hear Cool me not before the flame of your heart Leave me in the wake of you Something beautiful and everlasting Ooh the thoughts I feel you never hear Oh how I want for you to hear Take to me to your secret place with you Give me but one night to die with you The thoughts I feel you never hear Oh how I want you here Behind the mask An underworld of pain But I can laugh like you do And if you ask Prepare to be deceived But let me feel like you do Behind the mask An underworld of pain But I can laugh like you do And if you ask Prepare to be deceived But let me feel like you do
15.
On the Wire 02:57
Come along now, way back Losing sight of the sun as it sets the day Come on now, way back Looking for what’s right in your hand Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me I got it on the wire Let your memories fade And show me wheels that roll on Here comes the payback Look before you dive if you can Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me I got it on the wire Listen to me Listen to me
16.
I'm not telling I'm not telling I'm not telling I'm not telling Get back Candy, you're sick Got a 15th Ave trick You're wasting time You got no time at all I'm not telling I'm not telling I'm not telling I'm not telling Speedball said to Lorraine "It's coming back down again" You pay for a time You get any time you hate I'm not telling I'm not telling I'm not telling I'm not telling
17.
Why do I endure this painful suffering When the only thing you do is bring me down? And when I look I see a black cloud is hovering And I know that only pain is coming round If you don't love me, set me free If you do, take care of me From now on I can see into the distance And the only thing is fear that keeps me hear It's too dangerous to know of your existence So the sky is mine until I reappear If you don't love me, set me free If you do, take care of me
18.
Guns 02:57
You don't know the moon fell down Missed the mark before the sound of Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Every young boy's midnight dream Shave the horses, mix the cream with Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Long ago and far away A shadow came to me to say "We've watched you now for quite some time Your body's well and doing fine We've watched you from below, above Your soul, it needs a good, true love to fire its guns" Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns You don't know the moon fell down Missed the mark and broke its crown of Guns Guns Guns Wet your bed, wouldn't it be fun? And I swear that I don't have a Gun Gun Gun Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns Guns
19.
Take a walk into the void terrain Under a sky of electric stars before your eyes Just pretend that some things are possible Amaze me Cuz I’m lazy I’m dazed and dumb I’m familiar with the old refrain It’s been playing for years and years inside my skull You love as if it’s unnatural All locked out with nowhere to go Amaze me Cuz I’m lazy You’re dazed and dumb Now the rains may never come And I mean lies said or I’ll say in a moment They were born to make you weep Hundred thousand tears a day that they own But if they fail to make us see what they see Then we’re free Amaze me Cuz I’m lazy You’re dazed and dumb Now the rains may never come And I mean lies said or I’ll say in a moment They were born to make you weep Hundred thousand tears a day that they own You sell your soul through salesman speak If it makes you feel less horrible That if they fail to make us see what they see Then we’re free to believe
20.
Too Long 01:54
Every night And every day I know That I can’t stay away Too long from you I’d go mad Every time You go away I hope But I can’t sit and wait Too long for you It’s too long You try to please me You try to please me Every time You go away I hope But I can’t sit and wait Too long for you I'd go mad Every night And every day I know That I can’t stay away Too long from you It's too long It's too long It's too long It's too long
21.
Want Ya 04:29
You never understand What you hold in your hand Too late to not react Separate feeling from fact Now somebody said It’s all in your head Go watch your mind The same song It won’t be long Before we say goodbye goodbye goodbye Goodbye goodbye Want ya You never let me in When did the ending begin? Didn’t I rely on you? At what cost I don’t know Now somebody said It’s all in your head Go watch your mind The same song It won’t be long Before we say goodbye goodbye goodbye Goodbye goodbye Want ya Goodbye goodbye Want ya Say it’s so And it’s alive Let go And it dies Now somebody said You’re lost in your head Go watch your mind The same song It won’t be long We turn into the sky Goodbye goodbye Goodbye goodbye Want ya Goodbye goodbye Want ya Goodbye goodbye Want ya Want ya Want ya I want ya I want ya You set my soul on fire Make me come alive You set my soul on fire Make me come alive Let it down down now Let it all come down now Let it down down down Let it all come down now

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released November 9, 2018

A compilation of outtakes and demos from 1996's Hi My Name is Jonny, to 2018's Fresh Flesh.

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